Friday, May 29, 2009

God is In Control

It is an Amazing song... and it the Fact is God Is REALLY in control... He is in control of your life... He is there to help and guide us... We must remember to Let God be the Light.. and let God be in control.. A lot of us at times.. just seem to forget.. that there is more to life then just these things here on Earth.. And that we can not just be happy because we got a new car or happy that we have a house that is totally paid off.. We Got to be Happy.. since we know that GOD is the reason for it all.. He is an amazing God he is the light of our paths.. HE is the reason for the Season... God is IT God is good. God is Wise... God is an AWESOME GOD!!! With out God we have NOTHING... God just wants to touch our lives and help us to grow and become more like HIM... He wants us all to be ready for when that Day comes.. and We get to Stand there with HIM... and Say Yes Jesus I am here.. because I let it all go down there on Earth.. I gave it all to you... Every single dime I owned I gave it all to You.. You are my God and I love you.. and I do Lift YOUR name on high.. and I do LOVE to sing your prasies... I LOVE you LORD... Thank you LORD for saving me.. I did not Deserve your love... Thank you Jesus for taking away all my pains... and showing me that There is/was more then what I had there on Earth.. Thank You Jesus...

Its amazing how things in life can go.. you can be happy as can be.. thinking that life is just going great.. I have my Family around me.. I have a roof over my head.. I have a car that can get me to the store or work.. and to think about all the things that you have.. and just to forget.. who gave it all to you... It was just from the paying job you have.. it wasnt just because you got lucky... It was all due to God and what he wants to give out... God has been amzing in my life... From going from a teen with lots of troubles.. to a young adult confussed what what to do next in life.. to finding an Amazing church that just broke though al the depression and worries of life... I knew all about God and how I was supose to be.. But it was basically all head knowledge.. I wasnt living it by Heart.. but once I found this amazing church.. And that was the day.. that it all just clicked... listening to what Pastor Joe was saying.. and it all just clicked... I remeber the church being only maybe 30 people or so... more kids then grown ups.. but the people just shined out Gods love.. they welcomed me and my 2 girls in with open arms... we have group prayers at the end of each sermon.. and I remeber someone praying for me.. and my family.. and I know i tryed my best not to cry.. But i Felt Gods hands touching my heart.. and he just said.. Abby you are finally home.. take My hand and hold on... it will be a rough road ahead.. but just remember.. I AM here for you.. I will NEVER leave you NOR forsake you.. and from that Sunday on.. I tryed my best to make it out to church every Sunday.. i remember.. when i was a kid.. and thought people in my church was crazy with the whole raising there hands during songs or prayers.. and I just didnt understand that all.. BUT then... a couple months into going to church.. I felt I guess what they all were feeling which was Gods hands holding them there.. saying.. my beloved... i'm here.. I started to feel HIS love.. and I would get goose bumps from feeling him hold me close... it was/is the best feeling every to really truley feel God there with you holding you close... its just been Amazing to know that God is there.. and How you CAN feel him.. you may not be able to see HIM but you just know.. he is there....... and he is holding you close.. and telling you... keep trusting in ME and all will be fine.....

Tonight has been a good night.. I was having a hard day today.. and just kept asking why.. to everything.. and as I went and sat down on the couch.. I just turned on the TV started looking through the chanels and there again.. I find my self stoped at the Church chanel.. and the "Hour of Prayer" show was just about to come on.. it was all small interviews from 2008.. and music and it was just that small reminder that Hey... He is still here... and to just give it all to HIM.. He will make you feel better.. and sure enough.. God is Good.. He has me feeling good.. and I'm just so thankful for a God like our God...

"Dear Lord... thank you for this day.. thank you for reminding me that you are still there for me.. and that you havent gone anywheres.. thank you for forgiving all our sins.. and thank you for being there for us.. as we go through many trying times... We love you Jesus.. and we thank you... Amen"

Thank you all my family and Friends who do come here and read.. God Bless you all..


  1. We love you and miss you! Wish we could get all the kids together so they can go crazy and have fun :). ~ Wendy

  2. your family is missed so much by us... especially me... I miss the hugs from your girls..... give em a hug from Ms. Darlene..../
    Love to you all.... ;o)