Well last night After Matthew went to bed early.. I was flipping through the TV channels while I was online talking with people.. And I came across the Religion channels and for some odd reason I just stopped there and just started to listen and I'm not sure what show/program it was.. but they had a whole bunch of Christian music singers/groups and they were talking about how God is always there for you and he can help you get through anything.. and he is always there by your side.. so matter what.. he will never leave you nor forsake you... and What they were just talking about just touched me and it just touched my heart.. that I just closed up my lap top and walked over to the couch and just sat there listening to these people talk about trials of things that they went through and how they took the choice to lay it all in Gods hand.. and not try to just do it all on there own.... and it just really touched me.. since It has been nice here in Germany.. But I do Miss my church family back in Texas.. and how much of a blessing that Church had been to me.. and How Much I enjoyed going there every Sunday with the girls.. And Just felt the hands of God there holding me close.... and Then I moved here.. and I felt like I've lost everything.. Sure its been nice to be a Family again... But I have lost my Church Family and I still havent found anything here yet that just feels like it is Right... I have been told about a Christian play group.. where mothers get together to hear some speakers while the kids go and play.. I need to find out more information about that.. Since I really know I need to get back on that track again.. God is just so good.. with watching that program last night and hearing them talk and sing.. it just touched my heart and he was just telling me through that all.. that He is still here with me... He didnt stay behing when I moved here.. and that He is holding me close... and It was just a blessing.. and such a relief to feel like he just took all the fears and stress that are going on here.. and He had me lay it all at his Feet saying... Here I AM lets talk I'm here for you... and it was just an amazing night... By the time the show was over and by the time I was done reading my Bible and praying.. it was after 12am.. But It was all well worth it... God Is just so good and I'm thankful we have a God who is always there for us no matter what... And he will always answer our prayers in His own timing.. Even if he says No there is always a reason... God is good... and I just wanted to share with you all this Amazing experince with all my Family and friends out there....
"Dear Lord, I pray right here right now that you touch all our hearts Lord.. and you just bless our hearts.. Lord thank you for being there for us.. Thank you that You are the God of Gods.. I pray that everyone will trust you Lord fully.. that you help us all to remeber that there is nothing to Big for you Lord.. You are a powerful God.. and you are our Light... We love you Lord and we do Lift our hands to you.. in praise.. Bless us Lord keep on strong and help us through what ever things we maybe going through.... Keep us strong.. keep us looking towards you help us Lord so that we can be more like you.... Thank you Lord.. We Love you... Amen"
To all you Mothers.. Have a Happy Mothers Day
Love you all and Miss you all.. Thank you for the prayers